Have you ever had one of those days where you just want to hurl yourself out the window? If no, good for you, although I do find that hard to believe. And if yes, welcome to a little piece of my world.
Today is one of those days where I want to hurl myself out the window and go splat! Yes, yes, I know. Quite grotesque and morbid, but that's just how I feel.
The stupid "it" voice is at it again in my little head of mine and today is a day where the depression is worse than on other days.
I hate feeling this way; worthless, a waste of time and space, a failure. It's a real pain in my ass because I start to push people who love me and who are trying to help me away. I despise it with a passion, but I still do it, I still feel this way. It's just a neverending cycle, it seems, until I break out of it and see how far I've come in this life of mine.
So now I'm wondering what do you do on days like these so you can get through them? Because for me, hearing about how people deal with these kinds of days are not only helpful, but also show me that I truly am not alone.
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